A Winner Has It All Part 2~
I am the winner?
I was the winner?
Or have I not won at all?
I don’t have any ability,
24 hours is still not enough for me, so don’t ask me if I have time…
With my income, I’d be happy if I can support my own ass
I had patience, I had determination,
But seems a little faded just moments ago…
Flashbacks don’t just occur on the moment you knew you would stop breathing.. Certain things just struck you as you go through your life e.g blog hopping…
What differences do I have than the rest? We’ve shared common names, we’re all lovable… The difference would be that I do more blog hopping from time to time…
It’s the 1st time I felt so regret of blog hopping… All those memories… They came alive and more imaginations of how things began wandering my mind.. I was alone, helpless, couldn’t control my thoughts… Maybe it’s good if someone can invent things which can purge bad memories… Scars persist but yet the pain would no longer be felt, at least I wouldn’t worry how my mind wanders without my control…
When you start to care, it’s when you start to become vulnerable.. Well some might have a different say bout this but my point is once you care, you will care… A tiny little threat could seem to break this strong yet fragile bond into pieces.. It’s not necessary a life-threatening scene, but a good show of watching how history repeats itself could be the worst nightmare.. Roles played might be different, but the contents of the show remain uncut with a little twists of how things work inside this show…
I don’t want to get trapped by former shadows.. They’re not me so they don’t act like me and vice versa.. I don’t contain what they contain and I am weak against the invisible targets.. In terms of weak moments where people will seek god(s)’s wisdom.. As rational as I am, I’m still open for miracles for the strength to carry on..
P/S.. Not sure what I’m writing too.. Readers don’t complain…
